[16:20 PM] kakashi81486: i feel worthless
[16:20 PM] je suis la tarte: you're not.
[16:21 PM] je suis la tarte: you're just stuck in a hard situation right now.
[16:21 PM] kakashi81486: i wish i could leave it all.....
[16:21 PM] kakashi81486: except for you
[16:22 PM] je suis la tarte: then do it.
[16:22 PM] kakashi81486: i want to be at the point in life when i could actually look back on this and laugh
[16:22 PM] je suis la tarte: if that's what you really, truly want, then doing it won't be hard.
[16:22 PM] kakashi81486: i really and truly want it but it is hard
[16:23 PM] je suis la tarte: *sighs*
[16:23 PM] je suis la tarte: i guess i don't mean it won't be hard. i mean that you can do it.
[16:23 PM] kakashi81486: i have done it before it just take a long time
[16:23 PM] je suis la tarte: if i am what you really do want, then you should be able to do whatever is necessary to get there, even if it hurts.
[16:24 PM] je suis la tarte: but the hurt shouldn't matter that much, because i'm going to be here for you...
[16:24 PM] kakashi81486: thank you
[16:25 PM] je suis la tarte: i'm serious, justin. if i am what you really, truly want... then do whatever is necessary to get there. sever yourself from the hurt, momentarily, to take the steps needed to start down the path of recovery. once you've done that, allow yourself to hurt again and i'll be there for you.
[16:25 PM] je suis la tarte: you just need to get yourself to that point, i can't do that for you.
[16:25 PM] kakashi81486: okay, i can only try my hardest
[16:26 PM] je suis la tarte: it's either that, or continue in the situation. which sounds better?
[16:26 PM] je suis la tarte: don't think about how hard it's going to be, think about how great it'll be once it's over.
[16:26 PM] kakashi81486: well definitly not continuing in this situation
[16:26 PM] kakashi81486: okay
[16:26 PM] kakashi81486: well i guess now is the time to start
[16:27 PM] kakashi81486: i'm going to be talking to monica about it tonight